There have been many headlines lately about soldiers and
police officers not receiving the treatment they need for Post Traumatic Stress
Disorder (PTSD), the emotional tension and pain that results from participating
in unexpected (and usually violent) events--situations that our minds and
emotions can’t make sense of.
Participation can mean we had a direct hand in the trauma as
the perpetrator or the victim. Or we can participate by witnessing something unfathomable
and traumatic, hearing about, or seeing it in the media. It may be something we
have no words for, violent unnamed images racing around in our mind, causing reoccurring
nightmares and daytime thought disturbances. We may carry guilt, justified or
not, believing we caused the event or that we should not have been the one to
survive. We may harbour ambivalence, as children of abusive parents often do—confused
that those we love cause pain. We may regret our actions, or our in-action.
We may disapprove of our emotional responses to the incident.
Left untreated, PTSD often festers, balloons, becomes
hellish and overpowering. There are effective treatments for PTSD (also known
as post traumatic stress (PTS), post traumatic Stress Syndrome (PTSS), and
critical incident stress). In Book 3 of the BackTracker Series, my FIREWALLS characters, of course, get the best
professional help available (thanks in part to my psychiatric nursing
background). But as with all medical treatments, the patient must first give
consent and that initial step toward recovery is a giant one for many with
PTSD. Reluctance to accept treatment is part of the illness and should not be
judged harshly.
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There are many reasons people cling to the pain of the past.
The longer PTSD is left untreated, the more difficult it is for victims to
recover. The most effective treatments begin immediately, but sometimes that is
not possible especially in situations like out on the battlefield, or with
children growing up with abuse. The pain becomes ingrained, the responses to it
habitual.
In FIREWALLS, Katrina feels guilt about the prospect of
leaving the past behind: “Laughing made her feel guilty because while she
laughed, Lukas rotted six feet underground....” She feels any type of
forgiveness or moving on, any acceptance of what happened shows disregard for
the victims of the trauma she witnessed, dismisses them. Lends support and approval to the perpetrators. She’s bent on
revenge, on seeking justice. She is angry and hurting and that’s the way she
wants to be.
Of course FIREWALLS is not simply a story about PTSD. Those
who read my novels, know I weave many threads through my plots. Just as in real
life, daily routines continue for those with PTSD, relationships evolve,
careers progress. These are police officers who are suffering from past traumas
and they continue on, using their smarts to solve complicated crimes, establish
complicated office relationships, seek love on the side.
But as in real life, everything they do is tainted by the
PTSD they are fighting. Their behaviours, their personalities, their goals.
Their ability to love and be loved.
My characters are lucky that they have a strong network of
peers and co-workers pulling for them. A whole crew willing to overlook their weaknesses, make allowances for their irrational behaviours, encourage them, eventually force
them into formal treatment. These understanding and
loving people give the PTSD sufferers a reason to look to the future, they will be there for them on the sunny side of the ordeal.
It is only when Katrina realizes she is on the brink of losing her career, her sanity, her freedom-- the love of her life-- that
she finally agrees to take steps to end the pain.
In the sequels to FIREWALLS, Katrina goes on to become a very successful and powerful woman. All people with
PTSD should realize they, too, can have a bright future. The world needs their
talents. Their love. Their ideas, caring, creativity. If only they can agree to release the pain that’s
binding them to the past. If only their
loved ones will stand by them, encourage them, accept them, understand them
until they’re ready to do take that step toward freedom.
FIREWALLS: Dedicated
to those struggling with past traumas and to their loved ones who share their
pain.
Some recent PTSD headlines:
2 comments:
This is outstanding, Eileen. As someone else who addresses mental illness/health in her novels, I think both your post here and your novel(s) are incredibly important. Great links, too. Well done!
Thank you so much for your encouraging comments, Tanya. It's my hope that my novels not only entertain but make a difference.
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